WOW! You gotta get away from her in every way, shape & form... Change your phone #. Totally ignore her & her doings. She will proceed even more of the same but after realizing she's not getting to you, she will stop. She is VERY immature & is striking back at you any & every way she can, get on with your own life & enjoy. This storm will pass.Don't give an ounce of acknowledging her..  Seriously, try this unless you want her & her games. But it's just a glimpse of your future together!  LOL

Hello sweetie, I'm new to this site but well aquainted with life! I don't know how old you are, it would help a little. But big picture, If it is meant to be, it will.. Unless you have been TOGETHER for >years< you are wasting your life waiting for something that most likely will not be. Ya can't get that time back, ever. You have to live & not dwell on him, not hearing from him, not seeing him, etc. etc. You CAN'T stop living. You'll miss TOO MUCH in your life & just maybe miss out on the guy that's MEANT FOR YOU..  Plus many people & lifes experiences in between. Do you wanna give up sooo much on a >CHANCE< of something might happen years from now??? SERIOUSLY think about it. God Bless Always..

Just by you saying "my cousin has one" The answer is: Nowhere near old enough.. TRUST people that tell you things cuz we've ALL been where you are now & is only best for YOU to take advice. Even if you'd like to do the opposite, DON"T. Life gives ONLY >>ONE<< childhood, if ya miss it, it's >>gone 4 ever<<.. PLZ take full advantage of this.. You have from adulthood til you die for everything else. When you get out of school GO TO COLLEGE, you will totally be happy you did. >>DON'T get pregnant or be sooo serious about boys, you'll have plenty of time later. (I can tell your a girl) If you enjoy your childhood & play it right & be smart, YOU WILL have a GOOD-GREAT life ahead.. God Bless Always!  P.S. I'm 52 yrs.old Sat. I sooo wish I could start all over, but as I said, ya can't.. Ya have a shot at doing it right for your LIFE AHEAD.. Think about it & THINK as you grow along.. Ok?

Ducky has good advice. But main thing is always stay calm & slow steady breathing is a big factor.. God Bless!  90% No such thing as an EASY BIRTH!  But it's all worth it.. *~*