Good luck! What have the psychologist and psychiatrist said about your condition? Have you been honest with them? Is there a possible genetic component? So many questions. The more info you provide, the more likely it is that we can offer suggestions.Having the right professionals is essential. Lousy ones can actually make things worse. If you're not comfortable with them, or either of them, don't hesitate to switch. Your "Basic Information" shows this: "Just a girl.... 2 kids 1 man and life is grand." Life can once again be the way that it was. Hang in there; we're rooting for you!

Happy Birthday! Why don't you throw a big party and put us up at your place? 

Happy Birthday!  http://youtu.be/h3chFhCP5mQ

What do you wear? Leather belts, leather gloves, leather footwear? If you have a car, does it have leather seats? Ever play baseball or softball? If so, with what? Ever play football and if so, what was it made of? Please give honest answers...if you dare.

Cream of Turkey

Going without food for a long period of time.

There are store brands which are of equal or greater quality than "name brand" items, usually at a lower price. Unbeknownst to many people is that many such products  are made by the well-known companies.

Yes, I had to be, for my job. I try real hard not to go missing, so it's unlikely that they would "find my body."

Shouldn't your Karma be 24,303 because everything is reversed in the Southern Hemisphere? Whatever it is, you're doing a great job!

That's a very broad question. In this society, we have laws that shouldn't be broken, so being different by not being law-abiding like most of the population is, is  wrong. On the other hand, just think where we'd be if people thought it was wrong to be different, and acted accordingly. Christopher Columbus dared to be different by denying conventional wisdom that the earth was flat. The Wright Brothers were determined to fly despite all the pundits; they were different. There are loads of examples where different meant "right."