The Bible does not use the word 'suicide'. However, God does tell us 'You shall not murder.*' murder being equivalent to kill. When you commit suicide you are killing yourself and do not have enough time to ask for forgiveness. Yes if one commits murders and they are child of God and ask for forgiveness then they are forgiven. We are all sinners saved by the Grace of Jesus Christ dieing for our sins. No one wants you to commit suicide because there is not that time to repent and we all have to repent whether it is befor OR after we are baptized and buried into Christ. Hope this helps! I will try to remember you in my prayers. I know that it is difficult to go thru dark times and feel like no one really understands. Just remember that Christ does. He was tempted with every sin on the mount. Stacey