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You're still grieving your husband. Sometimes it can take years. Just don't feel guilty, yes, you are human and you are still alive. Dating and finding someone new does not mean you love your husband any less but that love has a new place now, as does he. You know he would want you to be happy. Go live life. You will see him again when your time comes. Until then, live in the present and look to the future. I wish you well on your journey into your new life.

Losing your soul mate is an extremely difficult thing to come to grips with. It takes time (and a lot of tears) but your life must go on. Your husband would want you to be happy. Your friends want you to be happy. It doesn't mean you have to forget, but you must allow yourself to enjoy the rest of your life. May peace surround you.