I am so relieved...that this holiday is over and anxiously awaiting to start my new good luck in '13 year!  This time last december [2011] i was on hospice, and my separated ex between one of them or perhaps both, were bound and determined to 'do me in'...well I didn't let them get the best of me! Now I am still here [obviously], and it is time for me to be heard. This december was so poignant, and I am undoubtly a gazillion times stronger than I was last year.  I have 2 types of a genetic inherited trait, from my bio 'sperm donor'of whom I never got to know [thank God]...that has dramatically changed my life...and I believe for the better.Always believe in yourself...and let God.