I`m just sick and tired with the situation in my family. I don`t know how to describe the state of my dad. He was a normal teenage in his generate, he fell in love with my mother they married, now we are 4 kids. He was a normal husband, he loved us, he loved my mother. He was a person who worked with sweat. Now he is 37 years old, he hates my mom , my grandpa, my big brother, my aunt, and my uncle. He speaks sometimes  things that, if i stop and analyze his opinions are very aggressive, and  silly. Sometimes he is very a lovely person, he is kind with us, make ask myself , did he was yesterday?  I know that he has an affair, i don`t care for that, i am learn with that now but he argues in family. He speaks for the family members bad with every cousin or friend he meet . He hate my big brother, he argues with him with no reason then he just blush his face and he looks like a person , like a a poor child who needs help.I can`t describe his state, which is in the reality, because it`s so hard to describe. But anyway i love him, his my dad, i can`t see him in this way, it`s like he is sick of any diseases of the nervous system and when he has any paroxysm his face blush, its like all the bloody in his body is so red. Anyway i`ll try to love even when he