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When you get the right answer, let me know, coz I am right there with you.

I cant give you the opportunity because I don't have one, however I would like to make a suggestion that might help you find the right doors you need to succeed.   

I am a strong believer in positive thinking and affirmations, and love the book "the  secret" which shows you that even though you do not have the power over your environment  by controlling yourself, things will just natural work out the way you need them to.

OK that sounds very airy fairy, but hay what have you got to lose, knowledge is power.  Good luck to you, hope you find what you need :)

If we knew that, we wouldn't be on this forum giving out free answers ;)