Thank you very much. I did find out that my tv add on popped up, and I can also watch a cooking show! I am still learning Finnish, and this is helpful. I have 4 online learning tools, and I am having a hard time, thank you.

 I was raised Catholic and do still believe in God, trial by fire, I believe in him even stronger. I followed the rites, became confirmed at age 16, and found more comfort in the Anglican faith.  I feel guilty taking the catholic Eucharist, I haven't told my mother yet, all she knows is that I read a certain prayer book. I felt, and still do feel a lot of pressure to stay catholic, both of my siblings converted to the Baptisr faith. If you ever have a hard time, look for something beautiful, and know that there is someone bigger than you, it helps to not become corrupt in adversity.