Yes there was a video of him talking about the results of the aftermath of 9/11 i seen it on tv

thanks to everyone for all your support and feedback.....i definatly know i cant EVER pick up again...take care everyone and thank you =)

sorry but i do much very so have alot of self worth i worked hard on the clean time i had and i was doing really well....im an addict for life but i didnt plan on relapsing i still dont know why i did it but i know i definatly learned from it

no i didnt die but two years ago i was up for two days and i landed in the hospital for two weeks straight i was so sick i couldnt dress myself and i collapsed on the ground in my hallway trying to reach the restroom....after that happened i decided enough was enough and i was clean for almost two years and unfortunatly relapsed on easter..i only used a 20 sack and i was so sick i felt like i was going to land in the hospital like last time.i stayed up all night but didnt move around much and the next day my whole body felt bruised and i could barely walk again...i know its kind of a silly question because drugs are really bad but i just dont understand how i could get like that so quickly after being clean for so long and with the little amount i did.i made sure i stayed hyderated and ate etc but i still got majorly sick like that and i dont know why it is i get that bad oin the stuff....its scares the crap outta me and i definatly dont plan on a future relapse i think next time i relapse even if i had 10 years clean i think next time i wont be so lucky!