for another 3

to make grden pets and scarecrow ,windchime,from recycled plastic bottles and cane sticks

sometimes its better to suffer in silence,good on u for trying,let em get on with it,

i tried councilling,as made me worse,my kids are devo

not sure but there is a man on here who answers all diy subjects,ile try find im for ya,

cause i didnt give em up,s,serv took em saying i was too ill to lok after 4 kids,i have never had there involvement before i was ill,i have no involment now,they came to my house once ,the day they took em,they have never been back to my house since.i still have contactwith my eldest son,they will not let the kids see each other,

i dont get up,i have nothing to get out of bed for,ive lost everything i had,my health,family,children,marbles,

say this ,i dont know where my head was at,so if i say that ime sorry .can we leave it at that,

i did,they didnt cum into morning assembly,ime not into there religion but r very nice people,x

my illness is hereditory ,nobody kneww i had it till i had heaart problems,wen in intensive care i also had a baby boy,i didnt know i was pregnant,noboy will fight my authorities,i wrote to downing street any i cud,nobody wants to knowime suicidle