his dad is sick in the hospital and he dowsnt have a drivers license. he is taking care of his dads horses and cutting logs on his sawmill to build his dad a small cabin on his dads land because the mobilehome he has now is unlivable. i want him to come home for a visit. he can hitch a ride with his aunt, i have been going upnorth to see him every two weeks with the kids but it is getting very costly, yet i cannot get a brewath of fresh air without him. i am having a hard time enjoying my life now that he is gone. we were meant for eachother and i think after a few months apart his dad will ask him to stay because he wants/needs him to help run the sawmill for income. he is young and very smart. i love him so much. it feels like no two people have ever been this accepting and confortable with eachother in the history of the world. meant for eachother.